The Art Barista!

Please visit my friend, M's Blog & Support!

2012-01-20T14:15:00.001-06:00

Praying for you both!

PS - Happy Birthday Big Guy!

Santa Clause is Coming to Town

2011-12-26T06:33:00.001-06:00

Jingle Bells

2011-12-22T15:08:00.001-06:00

Oh Christmas Tree!

2011-12-17T07:06:00.001-06:00

Come, They Told Me...

2011-12-14T10:14:00.002-06:00

We Three Kings

2011-12-11T05:42:00.002-06:00

Silent Night

2011-12-07T15:42:00.000-06:00

Amazing!

2011-11-18T07:56:00.000-06:00

A store front in Berlin: http://www.youtube.com/watch_popup?v=XVTga6GmbGw&vq=medium#t=74

What the...?

2011-10-31T13:20:00.000-05:00

For the last few months I’ve been waking up around 3am and am not able to return to sleep for at least an hour. I’ve come to embrace the time rather than be pissed about it. I use the time to meditate, pray, plan my outfit for the morning.

But today? Today?? Today I woke up 10 minutes before my alarm was about to go off.

So, today, I missed out on meditation, prayer and outfit planning. Thank goodness I’d planned my outfit the night before!

But, I’m a little OFF in the calmness department today.

Art Crawl in Minnesota!

2011-06-25T07:57:00.002-05:00

Remember the art crawl I mentioned a few posts back? Well, we are ready to roll! If you are a fine artist who would like to show and sell their artwork in a public venue - here's your chance!

Apply Here!

"What Would You Do" - Thursday

2011-06-09T12:45:00.001-05:00

You're a vegetarian and you've eaten a dish at a potluck that you were certain contained no meat. Later, after you ask the cook for the recipe, you discover meat was an ingredient.

What Would You Do?

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-08T08:43:00.002-05:00

Tracy's Excuses Not to Blog

2011-03-31T07:42:00.004-05:00

My password is complicated. It has a Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory theme and, well, it's long-ish.

My caffeine IV does not reach into the studio where I keep my transportable laptop.

I'm reading a book right now that I just can't put down.

I'm literally in front of a computer screen for 98% of my day... when I get home I do not want to look at a computer nor do I wish to talk on the phone. Sorry mom.

This studio is a hot mess and needs to be cleaned and re-organized. (not gonna happen anytime soon)

I'm planning a two-week trip to Maryland to celebrate my son's graduation from the United States Naval Academy. (Announcements, academy-encrusted gifts to be ordered, taco bar party to be planned, travel arrangements and I-pass to be purchased [we're driving], planning a week's worth of activities for those attending with us, planning my wardrobe around one single belt.)

Only 6? I'm sure if I had just one more cup of coffee I could come up with 4 more... but, that's all I got for now!

This made me literally LOL!!

2011-03-03T18:50:00.002-06:00

Marcell The Shell With Shoes On

You must watch it.
You will love it.
I did!

What have I done?

2011-02-01T20:03:00.001-06:00

I've agreed to plan an art crawl... with 4 other people and up to 20 artists.
It's more than I expected.
I'm up for it!

Will you come?

2011-01-25T08:02:00.002-06:00

My husband, who isn't a doctor but plays one on TV - has officially diagnosed me as having the "crud". I've slept for a day and a night straight so now I'm feeling "cruddy" but am well rested. What a perfect time to do a little light net surfing and to update my blog... from which I have been absent for over 2 months. What? How did that happen?

I hope Mark will forgive me.

LOVE LOVE LOVE & a little crud,

Tracy

Stream of consciousness blogging…

2010-11-18T07:45:00.001-06:00

1. It’s Thursday, the day I go in late and work late. I wish I didn’t have to, but it’s ok. I’m lucky to have a job.

2. The high temperature will be around 29 degrees today.

3. I have a pain in my back that the chiropractor cannot get rid of. Grr… it makes me a little crabby.

4. I need a vacation. Just a week to myself.

5. I’m delivering 17 pounds of fudge today! ‘Tis the season!

6. Why do they call coffee “Joe”?

7. I plan to have all my holiday shopping done before December 1st this year!

8. I plan to do all my holiday shopping on line.

9. Traditionally I bake a batch of Christmas cookies with the first snow of the season. That didn’t happen this year.

10. There is NO good Mexican food in my neighborhood.

Cancer Sucks

2010-11-04T07:24:00.001-05:00

Yesterday a co-worker shared that her brother was just diagnosed with cancer. She tearfully shared this with her team because she could use the support. I adore this girl and cried right along with her.

Today, I read my blogger friend Jason’s blog and he’s walking the the Komen 3-day this month in San Diego with his team “Safe at Second Base”. He’s carrying names of survivors and victims next to his heart while he walks his 60 miles for a cure.

About 9 years ago I lost a friend to breast cancer. Jo, I miss you.

Kelley doesn’t know this yet, but in the new year I plan to work harder at getting the word out about Cards by Amy’s Angels. This is my year to do more.

Please visit Card’s by Amy’s Angels at the button up top or the link earlier in this sentence! And please share it with everyone you know. These are absolutely free! We send our love in those cards, along with prayers and smiles.

I’ve always been a late bloomer

2010-10-23T13:43:00.001-05:00

Last weekend I found myself in the banned books section of our local Half Priced Books store. I do love to read and enjoy almost anything. The section was decorate cutely with that black and yellow caution tape you see at construction sites. I saw this little guy and read the back… sounded interesting so I bought it.

I LOVED this book. I enjoyed it so much I went on www.abebooks.com and ordered the other two in the trilogy. Then I was so excited about it that I asked a few people at work if they’d ever read it. “Oh sure!” one of them said, “we read that in 9th grade!” Another friend explained that she taught the book to 8th and 9th graders years ago. Years ago? Jeez, it was only written in 1993! Then I did the math. That was 17 years ago… I hate math.

I’d never heard of the book. Of course, when I was in high school no one ever really did much reading. We were too busy checking if Julie was wearing Calvin Klein jeans or if Mark had a new pair of Nikes. Sad. That was in 1983.

So, if you’re ever in the mood for something a little different, I highly recommend this book. And, if you’ve already read it, do it again.

Today I'm Wearing Purple

2010-10-20T08:59:00.002-05:00

Today I'm wearing purple in recognition of the bullying that is occurring in the gay community.

Today I'm wearing purple to show others I support them in their lifestyle.

Today I'm wearing purple in remembrance of a friend who last year was jumped on the street and left bloodied and bruised because of his sexual preference.

Today I'm wearing purple because my heart told me to.

Today I'm wearing purple because I care.

Bullying - why now?

2010-10-14T18:29:00.003-05:00

Why now is bullying such a phenomenon? I know, it's been around for ages upon ages... but where were the politicians and outspoken teachers when I was in high school?

One day I will tell the entire story but I was bullied pretty badly as a child. One such instance was the kids in the back of the bus standing up whenever I got on and puffed out their cheeks at me. I was a chubby kid.

Because of bullying, I almost flunked out of the 10th grade for missing over 30 days from school.

Because of bullying, I told a lot of lies to get kids to like me.

Because of bullying, I didn't grow up until I was about 28.

Because of bullying, I had to drag myself through years of self revelation and soul searching... and some therapy.

And now...

Because of bullying, I am the person I am today. I accept it as part of my past and I've moved on.

Bullying is horrible.

Don't let it happen.

Ever.

A Gift

2010-10-07T08:27:00.001-05:00

Over the past couple of months I’ve been given a gift. New friends, and deeper friendships. To M: so glad you introduced yourself to me. You are a light spirit and a sparkly person. I already adore your soul. To K: you rock my day and I’m so glad we met. I know, I know… why can’t we rule the world? To S: you will find your Filipe… I know you will!

Who?

2010-09-28T09:24:00.005-05:00

OK. Here's something that bugs me: when people talk about other people like I know who they are.

"Bobby and Liam are coming over for dinner tomorrow night and then we're all going over to see Jennifer, Mike and Jason."

"Laura told me that she's pregnant!"

"I can't believe how old Emily is looking these days. I mean, she and Kevin have only been together for 19 years!"

Excuse me!! Who exactly are Bobby, Liam, Jennifer, Mike, Jason, Emily and Kevin? I don't know them!

Can I get some context please?

Thankful Thursday – what are you thankful for?

2010-09-02T08:23:00.001-05:00

My Husband of 7 years
Free, unlimited air conditioning
Milk
Freedom
Paid Bills
My parents
Real Friends – not the synthetic ones
Faith
Books
10 fingers and 10 toes

My Thrift-Store Find of the Year!

2010-08-29T07:41:00.001-05:00

Everyone loves a good deal right? Right! You know, even the wealthy love to get a good deal.

Well, I’m not wealthy. In fact, Jeff and I enjoy visiting the local thrift stores once in a while and sometimes we find really amazing things. Designer clothes and shoes. Dishes. Books, etc.

Yesterday I totally scored at the Unique Thrift Store in our neighborhood. Check out this little beauty!

This is what is called a “glass card” from Iittala design company. I have loved these little pieces for a long long while and knew I’d never own one because they’re pretty expensive. This one is called “Dancing Leaves” and is no longer available to purchase on any of the sites I’ve seen online this morning. It measures 3”x4”.

However, I did find pricing on my little lovely! The MSRP: $45.

Cost to me: $1.40!! Yup! One dollar and forty cents!!

I’ll treasure it always. I’ll sell it on Ebay when I desperately need $45. Or never.

Dear Santa,

2010-08-14T07:50:00.001-05:00

I have been really good this year and I was wondering if you would please bring me one of these this Christmas. It’s called The Cinch and you can bind books with it!

Love,

Tracy

PS – I’m sure Jeff would love any donations to this cause. :)

Guilty Pleasures

2010-07-31T10:19:00.001-05:00

Irish Butter from Trader Joe’s
Pedicures
Eyebrow Waxes
Cabernet
Earl Gray Tea
Pesto with extra pine nuts
Adding extra cheese to my lasagna recipe
Sending love notes to my mom
Tipping a waiter/waitress super big for outstanding service
Silence

Stream of Consciousness Tuesday

2010-07-27T10:05:00.002-05:00

1. I'm eating a second breakfast of Easy Mac. (I'm so going to weight watcher's hell.)

2. I don't go to Weight Watchers.

3. My nose runs when I eat warm foods but not when I drink coffee.

4. Hot. Humid. Sticky. - The weather today and my underarms.

5. PW's Garlic and Chicken recipe is to die for!

6. We cleaned the whole house last night!

7. The bunnies don't live on the patio any more.

8. I yearn for a really really good peanut butter cookie recipe that's crunchy!

9. My hair could use a trim.

10. No weekend plans and I love it that way!

Last Monday

2010-07-24T04:34:00.001-05:00

The day after I scooped the baby bunny from the pool I checked on them in the hole when I got home from work. I was relieved to see that they were both still in the hole and both were dry and fluffy and kinda happy looking.

The next day mother rabbit came by and was nursing the babies in the hole and that evening Jeff saw 4 babies in the yard with a mother. So cute! Two were looking one way, two were looking the other. This photo is a smidge blurry but you get an idea of the formation they were taking. Jeff tells me that one of the babies was munching on a piece of apple we had tossed out for them.

The day after that we discovered the two baby bunnies living behind the large flower pots on our patio. I’m not sure where the other two were living but we had two for sure. And they were smart about their digs. They were nestled behind the pots where they could feel safe and easily run in and out but nothing else could really fit in there to get at them. On Saturday I worked in the morning and when I came home I was working on the computer next to the patio doors and out of the corner of my eye I saw one of the babies scamper across the cement. I looked out and both the little guys were exploring and sniffing around on the patio. It was so cute to see them bobbing in and out between the flower pots and around the Adirondack chairs. Both Jeff and I got on the floor and practically had our noses against the window and one of the little guys actually jumped up on the little ledge outside the window and he and I were nose to nose for a good 15 seconds! I choose to think he was saying thanks for my heroic efforts a few nights earlier. Then he jumped down again and he and his brother played a while longer. We watched until we couldn’t see them anymore.

Last night might have been farewell to the little squatters. On Mondays the lawn mowing service comes around and I think they might have scared the babies away. I usually spot them at dusk but they were nowhere in sight, nor were they hiding in their usual spots. I do hope they come back because I’ve SO enjoyed having them around and watching them grow – which has been quite a lot!

I want a house rabbit now. I don’t think Virgil would stand for it, however. I guess I will have to love them from afar…

Someone saved my life tonight!

2010-07-13T19:33:00.003-05:00

Last night we had a rather exciting time!

Let me start at the beginning…

On the morning of June 26th I was up early and getting ready to nestle into my weekend ritual of getting up at the crack of dawn, making coffee and grabbing a book. I love to read for a while before the day gets going, sometimes even early enough that I have to turn on the lights because the sun is still sleeping. While passing through the kitchen I looked outside and there, just below the pool, was a rabbit digging a hole. I grabbed my mug of steamy morning goodness and pulled up a stool to watch what she was doing.

The rabbit dug that whole for over an hour and then turned away from it to clean herself off. She shook her front paws out and bits of dirt went flinging away. She cleaned her face and ears too. Then she turned back to the hole and proceeded to give birth! I couldn’t believe my eyes! And, it was a little difficult to see because it was still before dawn and with her coloring she blended in well with her surroundings. Unfortunately, I didn’t get any photos. Soon she was done and went to gather grass in her mouth to cover the hole. I have to say she did a great job at disguising her little warren. Later when she was gone I ventured over to the hole to see what I could see, being very careful not to touch anything for fear that the mother rabbit wouldn’t come back. I could see very little through the grass she’d spread, but I could see little wet black things squirming a bit. Yup. Baby rabbits!

Around the 4th of July we saw momma rabbit return to the hole in the late evening. I’m not sure if she was feeding them or if she was just stopping by to say hello. The next day we looked in and saw the rabbits getting lighter in color and we could make out bits of ears and eyes and fuzz.

This week I went to look in the hole again. I’ve been working hard at staying away from it because I didn’t want the neighbor kids to see me peering in there and getting all curious and I didn’t want to disturb the babies. When I looked in this time I was a little surprised to see that the babies had grown so much they were nearly busting out of the top of the hole! I could see fully-formed ears, open eyes, and lots of brown fur. They were so dang cute!!

Last night I thought I’d try to get a couple photos of the rabbits in the hole. I went to the hole and looked in and there was only one bunny in it! I thought that maybe the mother had come to bring the others out but this one was too small to leave the nest just yet? Or, maybe they had all wandered away save this last one? I did snap a couple photos but again, it was hard to see inside because of the adept camouflage skills of the mother. I headed back to making dinner a little sad about the bunnies leaving without telling me.

After eating dinner on the patio Jeff and I decided to go look in the hole again. No one was around except one neighbor swimming in the pool. We both laid down on our stomachs next to the hole to look inside. The bunny was still there and the neighbor got a little curious about us laying on the ground outside the pool. We explained the hole and the babies and that now there was only one left. He came and looked in too, then went back to swimming. We went back to the patio to talk and finish a glass of wine.

A few minutes after settling back on the patio the neighbor in the pool yelled, “oh my gosh there’s a baby bunny under that chair!” We looked and sure enough, there was a baby bunny under one of the pool deck chairs. The lone bunny from the hole must have ventured out! I grabbed my camera and resumed my position on my belly on the ground with my zoom trained on the fuzzy little guy. Jeff came and looked in the hole and pronounced it un-empty! The original bunny was still there! So this other little guy might have been there the whole time and we just didn’t notice him.

I snapped about 8,000 photos of the little thing and just as I was getting ready to leave I looked up once more and he was gone! I thought he must have hopped away but then I thought, “OH NO! What if he fell in the pool?!” I jumped up and there he was doing his best doggy paddle across the blue water of the swimming pool!! Holy crap! I yelled for Jeff to come back out and I ran into the pool area like a mother after a drowning child. I grabbed the pool skimmer net thingy that they use to pull out leaves and other debris from the pool and went to get my bunny! Odd, but he swam right at me and I scooped him out of the water with tears in my eyes and adrenaline in my veins. I plopped him down on the cement and Jeff came with a basket to scoop him up to get him back into his hole. While this was happening a neighbor came out onto his deck and asked if that was a rabbit. We said yes and he said that’s the third one he’s seen do that today. Earlier in the day two other bunnies drowned in the pool. I was heartbroken to hear this and seriously considered taking on two bunny pets!

Jeff and I got him back into his hole with his brother and I continued to cry. I don’t know why but rabbits have always been really powerful for me. I don’t know if I believe in animal totems or power animals but for some reason I have always resonated and connected with rabbits. They have a very special rabbit-shaped place in my heart. There is a serenity that comes over me when I see a rabbit and this birthing experience was such a powerful thing for me. And, now, here I am saving the life of a bunny. There is something magical here but I can’t quite decipher it yet. I will continue to process this experience… what’s the universe telling me?

Here's the little guy about two minutes before he decided to take a swim.

I work on the 11th floor

2010-07-09T12:56:00.003-05:00

I work on the 11th floor in a sky scraper in downtown Minneapolis. Today, a butterfly flew past the window as I was eating my lunch. I mean, at what point does a little thing like that look down and scream, "holy crap!"?

In the wind currents that high up, how do they control themselves?

Amazing.

Stream of Consciousness Thursday - again

2010-07-01T18:18:00.003-05:00

1. Have you tried Flip Sides crackers from Keebler? One half is pretzel and the other is cracker. I dig the cheddar!

2. My tan is a little itchy.

3. Did you know that turkey hawks throw up when they're attacked? Smart hawks!

4. I'm thinking about whitening my teeth.

5. I love a good, stiff.... breeze!

6. Ahh, 7 years of wedded bliss! Celebrated this week! Hi honey!

7. I could go for a good dill pickle about now - with a bloody mary wrapped around it!

8. I love rabbits. They're powerful for me.

9. I need to spot clean the carpet.

10. Peach jell-o. Where did it go anyhow?

Stream of Consciousness Thursday

2010-06-17T07:29:00.002-05:00

1. I love my dad. And I love to treat him well on Father's Day! This Sunday I'm making one of his favorite meals - chili dogs! I know! A little goofy but he loves them.

2. I would like more sun this weekend. Oh no! Hot, steamy and cloudy... oh goodie!

3. I'm helping a friend brush up on her English skills. I hope to benefit too!

4. Why is wine for breakfast frowned upon?

5. I'm reading a horror book about catholic school children and exorcism. I can't put it down!

6. I bruise easily.

7. Coffee is magic.

8. I'm sort of in love with my toes this summer.

9. Why can't I find a lipstick that looks right on me?

10. I don't care for politics.

3-day Silent Auction is now open!

2010-06-14T09:12:00.001-05:00

Ya gotta check it out!!

I remember you...

2010-05-31T08:07:00.003-05:00

"have a great weekend!"

"what are you doing to celebrate Memorial Day?"

"Happy Memorial Day!"

These were the Friday going home "goodbyes" I heard as I left the office.

Friends, please remember this isn't just an extra day off or the summer party "kick off", it's meant to be a day of remembrance of those who have fought for our freedom. Of those who's lives have been cut short in service to their country.

War is inevitable.

It will continue to happen even after I am long long gone from this world. But we fight for something intangible - something that we can't really put our hands on - freedom and fairness.

Today my son comes home from the Naval Academy for the month of June. For the last three years I have known where his head was when it hit a pillow. I have one more year of that comfort before he will be absorbed into the Navy. There will be many many days that I know not where he sleeps... it will be difficult for me, a mother. But he serves his beloved country under my complete and utter respect and pride.

Remember them... all of them. Always.

I Big Fluffy Heart eBay and my friend Krissy!

2010-05-20T07:43:00.001-05:00

My good friend Krissy has a set of these tiny lovelies and I’ve adored them ever since I laid eyes on the little buggers at one of her tea parties. I’m not a fan of stalking, copy cat behaviors so I sent Krissy a text when I found these babies on eBay.

“Krissy”, I texted, “would you be offended if I bought a set of mini chair place card holders like yours from eBay?”

Krissy was freezing her butt off at a MN Twins game at that moment, but texted me back within minutes.

“I wouldn’t be offended, I’d be flattered!”

That was that. I put in my bid and even followed it until the last seconds and I won the cuties!

Get a load of these!

Thanks Krissy!

Ever thought about changing your name?

2010-05-13T17:54:00.002-05:00

Every once in a while my husband comes out with some funky, hinky, super-quirky verbiage that makes me think... "if I ever start a new blog, THAT'S the new name for it!"

This morning's new name is, "Pocket Full of Noses".

I love that man.

Holy Food Porn Batman!!

2010-05-12T15:57:00.001-05:00

The Saucy Chicken

2010-05-11T13:36:00.004-05:00

Hello! It's been a while!

Today I'm reviewing a new little restaurant here in Downtown Minneapolis
"The Saucy Chicken". Cute name, huh?

OK, so my friend Kris and I decided to try this new little spot. They serve chicken strips, wings and pulled sandwiches (chicken, beef and pork). The draw is the sauce! They have 40 million to choose from!

When we walked in the place was a little dead but then again, it is a Tuesday. I chatted up the owner a little asking how business was and explaining this was our first time. She was delighted that we chose to come out on this rainy day to eat her food.

I ordered the seasoned wings with blue cheese sauce and ranch sauce. Kris ordered the chicken strips and onion petals. They have great sides one of which is, get this, TATOR TOTS!

I know, right?

The food was good! After we'd been eating for a bit the chef came out with soup samples for each of us! (see how it pays to chat up the owner upon arival?) How sweet was that? Everything is homemade, she explained, no cans or bags here! We each got a bowl of chicken noodle - old fashioned and tasted like home to me; and nacho chicken soup with tortilla curls - spicy but nice just the same.

So - today's lunch was a good experience! I like to let people know when they do good things and this little place is a 'good thing'.

Happy Easter!

2010-04-01T13:49:00.002-05:00

Ham Sides?

2010-03-17T17:56:00.002-05:00

Hello friends!

My parents are coming for Easter dinner (lunch to you mid-westerners or Wisconson-ites, or folks who simply call it "lunch" instead of "dinner"!

Husband loves ham, and parent's are coming. They love the traditional ham, mashed potatoes, coleslaw dinner (or lunch, jeez!) but I want to make something amazing, delicious and "knock your socks off" memorable! And... DIFFERENT!

Please, help a gal out?

Caveats: no cheese, nuts or tomatoes that I can't strategically leave out.

Love ya more 'n my luggage!

Tracy

Spring is on it's way!

2010-03-05T14:20:00.002-06:00

Hope it blows your skirt up too!

Dear Liz,

2010-02-22T15:28:00.003-06:00

I miss you.

Today is the sixth year anniversary of the day you passed away. Time goes so quickly but I want you to know that I think of you so often; remembering time spent walking in your gardens, listening to you play the organ and watching Mindy chase balls and dust bunnies.

Your picture is on the wall. It's the one of you along with Jeff and I at our wedding. I will never forget that day and I want you to know that it will always be that much more dear to me because you were there to share it with us.

I miss you.

"Head & Shoulders" but not "Chest"!

2010-02-18T07:23:00.003-06:00

Sometimes I see stuff that really makes me go, "Hmm..." Remember the song?

Anywhooseits, yesterday I saw a bald man with a beard. Not uncommon here in the frozen tundra of Minnesota, but, this guy had dandruff on the chest of his shirt!

What the?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. "Dry skin" you'll say. I say why don't we have a facial hair moisturizer?

Frankly, I have a few gal pals who could use it too! (insert evil grin here)

It happened while loading the dishwasher...

2010-02-12T15:44:00.004-06:00

Close your eyes and imagine me, after making breakfast for my family, loading the dishwasher...

Wait, don't close your eyes or you can't read about the sexy thing coming up next!

POP! GASP! SCREAM! Footsteps, Jeff running... me whimpering...

Yup. That was it. A disc in my back herniated as quickly as you can say "rinse those eggy dishes before putting them in the dishwasher!"

I quickly laid on the floor hoping that some quick thinking and immediate stretching would do the trick and pop it back in place.

Not so much.

Let me introduce you to the world of back muscle spasms. They suck. They make me gasp and call out loud in pain. Embarrassing side note: while calling in to my supervisor at work to report I would not be coming in, a spasm hit. Great. How corny could that be?! Jeez!

I don't know about you but I always feel guilty calling in to work.

For the record this is not me. But it is a fine representation of what I looked like for the first three days of this week.

Please! Do NOT add music to your blog!

2010-02-04T18:12:00.002-06:00

If you do, how can I secretly read it at work??

I will get busted because I get caught at everything I try.

So, please... keep it quiet!

Lady Ga Ga at the Grammys Last Night

2010-02-01T10:43:00.002-06:00

Question: how does one ride in the car in this dress?

Release...

2010-01-10T07:31:00.001-06:00

No new post for me just yet because this one pretty much took the words right out of my mouth: http://jason-thejasonshow.blogspot.com/2010/01/release-and-replace.html

I'll be back soon!

“You must have a lot of time on your hands…”

2009-12-13T08:02:00.001-06:00

When I do things like decide to make 20 millions pounds of fudge and sell it to my friends and co-workers someone invariably says to me, “Wow! You must have a lot of time on your hands.”

Well. There are 24 hours in my days, just like the days you get. Honestly, it’s what you choose to do with your time that makes the difference. I do things like make lists of things I need for my meals next week, make my Christmas cards and search Wikipedia for the history of fudge which is quite interesting – check it out sometime.

There is an odd “time” thing that happens in our household and it’s only on the weekends that I notice it most. I don’t know how to sleep in and I guess you could say I’m a morning person. On the weekend when my husband looks forward to sleeping in I am up at my usual time, 6am, making coffee and settling into the studio to do some work there. This is when the ideas come to me. I read my email, catch up on blog friends and then try new things, like this: make a bow out of a magazine page. Yup. Just made one and it turned out very nicely!

So, while others spend their time on things like working out or sleeping… I am at home planning my menu for next week and making Christmas ribbons out of old O magazine pages.

Yes I’m what you might call “crafty”.

But, I prefer artist.

Ask me how I dropped 28 pounds!

2009-12-10T18:36:00.003-06:00

I just delivered 28 pounds of fudge to my co-workers.

They ordered. I mixed and cooked and boxed and labeled.

I'm tired.

That's all.

Forever.

Yesterday I met “The Pioneer Woman”

2009-11-22T07:25:00.001-06:00

Earlier this summer, Kelley thinks it was in September but I think it was earlier than that, The Pioneer Woman announced she was publishing a cookbook. Kelley and I couldn’t have been more excited! Kelly had introduced me to PW sometime well before that announcement and we’d both been following her blog: http://thepioneerwoman.com/

The cook in me LOVES the recipes she posts on her blog. I love them because they are real food with ingredients I can pronounce. I also love them because she posts them with great photos of what things should be looking like along the way.

I also love the blog for her tutorials on photography. I adore taking photos and using them on some of my greeting cards.

All in all I’ve learned a lot from PW and plan to learn even more now that I’ve met her and, hey, she probably simply adores me now too, right? I’m sure we’ll become BFFs soon!

A fan synopsis of the day standing in line at the Mall of America:

10:00am, meet Kelley in line outside Nordstroms to get a wrist band enabling us to stand in the real line a few steps away.

10:03: meet the ladies in the immediate vicinity and strike up a friendly conversation. (hey, we’re going to be hanging with these chicks for a bit so we may as well get to know them a little, right?)

11:00: the line to get wrist bands promptly opens and we begin to move into “the shoot”. This is the zig-zaggy-roped-off-area where the ~~cattle~~ women are held until PW appears.

11:08: yes, we were that close to the start of the line that we actually sat in our places (on the floor) in the shoot right in front the stage!

11:09: more talking to the ladies around us. Immediately behind Kelley and I was “L”. (L, I’m using your first initial to protect your anonymity.) Hi “L” – waving!! Visiting with “L” was fun because she shared that one of her favorite parts of the blog was the home-schooling tab as she home-schools her children right now. It was fun to hear that the tab I sort of ignore was the most prized by someone else. “L” was sweet. Hey, “L”, don’t forget to connect with me about all your special holiday card needs!!!

11:30: we have another hour and a half before PW is scheduled to appear. The crowd is well in hand due, in part, to the filming of TLC’s show “Mall Cop.” The Mall Cops were milling around and stopped to ask our little group what the excitement was all about anyway. Kelley engaged them in some conversation and the film crew took advantage of the opportunity. As a result, both Kelley and I had to sign releases for the show. Ha! When I told Jeff he was only a little excited… because we don’t get cable.

12:10: more chatting, a Caribou run, talking, standing, sitting, the making of grocery lists, thumbing through the cookbook, reading the “no guarantee” information on our wrist bands, sharing blog addresses. 12:52: Barnes and Noble assistants come around with post-it notes to place in the book. This is so PW will be sure to not waste time asking about the spelling of your name, but rather, have time to look deeply into your eyes and convey her deepest appreciation for being there and be ready to pose for a photo with you.

1:00: PW enters the immediate area!

1:01: PW is visibly a little freaked out, nervous and yet extremely gracious with the crowd of nearly 600 people waiting to meet her. Honestly, I thought she handled herself very well. See? Look how close I was! I didn’t even have to use my fancy pants zoom!

1:20: My turn to have my book signed. I get up the steps of the make-shift stage and move to the table. Barnes&Noble assistants have grabbed both my book and my camera. The book is handed to PW and my $1500 camera is now in the hands of some Barnes&Noble part-time employee who knows nothing about taking a photo. To give her some credit she did make my butt look smaller. Thank you BN part-time employee. I appreciate you taking my photo but would have much preferred to have me smiling next to PW while she signed my book!!

Look, there is PW and she is getting ready to sign MY book! And look, there is an empty chair where I should be… and look, there is a little slice of ~~heaven~~ my butt! Look closer… there it is!!

1:30: Now Kelley is done with her turn and we spy PW’s husband in the crowd with the boy-flavored punks. Kelley tries to get him to sign her cookbooks but the man was not prepared with a pen. He is a heavy duty cattle rancher after all so no signature but I was able to shoot some photos of him with Kelley’s camera.

1:45: I was at IKEA across the free way buying easels and a lamp. That quickly the excitement was over and it was on with your normal lives. Within 45 minutes I had a roller coaster ride that was pretty dadgum exciting! (Dadgum = a PW word!) See! Told you I learned a lot from her!

It was a fun day! Honestly, I wouldn’t get out of bed early for another celebrity like Tom Cruise or even either of the Obamas, but for someone like PW whom I can easily relate to and thoroughly enjoy, I’d roll out at 6am at the earliest!

Thanks to Kelley for asking me to spend the day with her! I had a blast Kelley!!

A Question About Sociology

2009-11-19T07:26:00.001-06:00

Okay. So here's something: why do people state the obvious?

Last night I was leaving the office. I had my coat on and my work bag slung over my shoulder messenger style. I met a guy walking toward me and he smiled and said, "on your way out?"

I puzzled; wondering if I am known for walking around the office with my coat on and my work bag slung over my shoulder messenger style on a regular basis. I mean really… who does that? I don't show up in meetings with my coat on and my work bag slung over my shoulder messenger style. I don't usually visit the restroom with my coat on with my work bag slung over my shoulder messenger style. What gives?

On the bus I yawned. The lady sitting next to me asked, "tired"?

While walking back to my desk after zapping my oatmeal a co-worker asked, "oh, is that your breakfast?"

On getting into the elevator with my coat on and my work bag slung over my shoulder messenger style, a co-worker asks, "another day, huh?"

One word for you people: "DUH!" And yet, we all do it.

Why?

Photo Phriday?

2009-11-06T05:41:00.001-06:00

Caption?

The Little Prince

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This little guy was one of the first to emerge when I started drawing my little people. I love his expression.

Art. It’s what I do.

2009-10-28T18:27:00.001-05:00

Ok, here’s the thing.

Though the art crawl stunk this past weekend, the artists were all invited to participate in the “Deck the Walls” holiday art sale at the Maple Grove History and Art Center the first three Saturdays in December.

How can I say no to that?

I can’t.

Come see me?

Buy some stuff?

If you’re from out of town… I can ship!

Sunday Morning Stream of Consciousness Blog Post

2009-10-25T08:19:00.001-05:00

The art crawl is sucking. Yep. It is. Yesterday I made nearly $50 during my 8 hour stay. It is sad and terribly unsatisfying. I think this is a dying crawl. We need more promotion and GAS from the organizer! (Give. A. Shi@+.) Sorry… I shouldn’t swear on a Sunday.

My body is getting older and more tired.

I’m not eating right. I really should do better at that.

Jeff is sleeping.

Virgil is meowing. Possibly to get Jeff to stop sleeping.

Here’s a photo from yesterday. I got bored and shot a few snaps of the art. This is a favorite from a potter’s bird bath. The whole bird bath wasn’t all that fab. But this leaf was amazing!

Preparing for the NWBurbs Art Crawl this coming Weekend!

2009-10-22T07:54:00.001-05:00

All this week I’ve been pulling together my stock for the NWBurbs Art Crawl this coming weekend in Maple Grove. This will be my fourth year participating in this crawl.

Last year I had my own private show to introduce my friend Rebecca’s book (see my artwork on the cover over there to the left of this post) and a new technique in my watercolor work.

I wish I were as inspired this year as I was last year.

Nonetheless, I am participating with the stock I do have and with gusto to sell! Pray that folks are ready to purchase!

Here are a few samples of what you’ll see at my booth should you stop by. As you can see, my work is eclectic and broad. I can’t seem to stay in one small area… hope to see your faces this weekend!

Sunday Morning Stream of Consciousness Post

2009-10-18T08:32:00.002-05:00

Good morning! This morning something odd happened. Jeff got out of bed before me. Huh! I fell asleep before he did last night – I know because right after a funky dream that included my uncle Rodger, I woke up to him watching the hockey game.

Stupid hockey team not winning anything lately.

I love that hockey team because they are so cool and serve good hot dogs at their stadium.

The Minnesota Wild.

Good guys. New coach. Nice sweaters.

I like cool coffee mugs. In my cupboard I have a mishmash of cups, glasses, plates and a LOT of etcetera. I like each piece but I don’t have much that matches for a real sit-down dinner with friends or family. I would like a nice new set of dishes that I can use for such occasions. I wonder if they sell sets that are like me, a mishmash of items that suit my personality? Wait, I already have that.

If my personality is such a hodgepodge of bits, does that make me schizophrenic? As an aside, I don’t really think this because I take my vitamins so I know I’m really healthy. wink. nod.

I’m a little excited about my Halloween costume this year. I haven’t dressed up for Halloween for literally years but this year we’re invited to not one but TWO parties! I know, right? Yesterday I knit together items from Savers for my costume and even found some great tattoos that look like real scrapes! I tried one on last night and it looks very real! I even complained to Jeff about how bad it hurt… he giggled and pressed my ‘scrape’ with an evil look in his eye.

I’m thinking about Jason’s Amelia this morning and what an ordeal the last week has been for her. Praying for her comfort now and his rest and well-being. Funny but I feel like he’s a good friend but I’ve never met the man… he’s a neato blog acquaintance.

We had good friends in for tapas and wine on Friday night. Good friends who enjoy our company, can talk about anything and love us for who we are. I value that in my friends. No judgments. No passive aggression and no hard feelings.

Trader Joe is the only man I’d ever leave my husband for.

Coffee is magic.

I Rock Those Shoes!

2009-10-16T15:48:00.001-05:00

My cousin Mary sent me this photo recently. That’s me. The cutie patootie blonde on the left, you know, the one rockin’ the saddle shoes!

First Snow in Minnesota

2009-10-15T08:45:00.001-05:00

I love living in Minnesota. I love everything about it. Even the not so predictable weather. I would not love being a weather person in Minnesota.

They sorta get a bad rap.

So… last Saturday morning we woke up to a surprise snow!

I had to say goodbye to my flowers and any fresh veggies I’d become accustomed to (fresh tomatoes from Kelley for breakfast with my Hot Pocket).

Here are a couple’a shots from the morning snow.

Stream of Consciousness Sunday Morning Post

2009-10-04T08:23:00.001-05:00

Note: this idea is borrowed from my friend Jason who stars as the lead over at The Jason Show! Thank you Jason!

I have questions that will never be answered. That bothers me. Like this one: “Why did cancer choose to live in my friend Judy’s body?” I miss Judy. Not because she’s gone or anything like that but because she moved to Chicago a while ago and I got married and we sort of lost touch. Judy is my only friend from childhood and I miss her.

“Why does the world still make such a fuss over people who struggle with their weight?” I know that when I lose a couple pounds (though I really wouldn’t know because I do not keep a scale in my home because they are evil) that I feel damn euphoric! I blame that feeling on the press and what a big deal they make out of Oprah’s thighs or Kelly Rippa’s belly fat. I am me, and I am loved by people who love me for, hmm, here comes a crazy notion, but, FOR ME!! And, not because I can wear smaller jeans. It’s about LOVE people! NOT the muffin top!!

“What ever happened to Pizza Spins?” They were a yummy childhood snack I could go for right now. Yes. At 8:20 a.m. on a Sunday morning when I should be in church.

“Why do I favor one pen over another?” This morning I was writing a card to my friend Judy when I remembered my first discovery of my love for the Bic Crystal.

The crystal got me through writing my master’s dissertation in long hand! I know, right?? Now I prefer something completely different but I bet there are still a few packages of the crystals around my house. I know for sure there is one in my desk at work!

“What’s the real difference between escarole and romaine?”

“Did they ever really determine who killed JR?”

“Where is the beef anyway?”

I think I’m paying for service.

2009-09-27T07:22:00.001-05:00

Some of you know I’m a stickler for good service when I go out for a meal. Frankly, I chose to come to your restaurant. I chose this one because I like the food, it’s an okay price and you will serve me.

I will not berate or belittle a server. That is rude. But I will show them how I feel with my tip.

Now, some people will always leave a tip, no matter what the service. (I do believe I’m tipping service here, I mean, they didn’t cook the food after all.)

I do not believe this.

I believe that if I have chosen to eat out I have made the decision to pay a higher price for a meal I could make at home – and you know how I love to cook so I could probably create something preeeeetty comparable to yours.

I have made the decision to sit with strangers while I consume said food. (this is not ambiance by the way, this is sitting in a large dining hall, with strangers, eating your food.)

I have made the decision to overlook that I didn’t wash the dishes set before me so how do I really know they are properly clean?

I have made the decision to allow someone to wait on me. (I don’t like it as a rule because I’m the kind of girl who would clean the house before the cleaning person got there)

I expect a polite server to come to me, wait on me in a timely manner and to make sure that I am pleased with the right things in front of me from my original order.

I expect the server to be genuine and if he or she is having a crappy evening – I have to admit this – I expect them to act like I’m the only human being on the earth.

That’s all.

Nothing more than that.

I feel I’m paying for this experience. Part of that payment is covering the food, the building, the manager’s attention to detail and it’s paying for you to wait on me.

You don’t live on just tips. There is also a wage you receive.

But, if you are amazing at your job, you will be tipped amazingly!

I’ve been a waitress. I remember treating people politely and even having to act the part at times. I remember being genuine. I remember smiling! (What a concept!) I remember good nights and bad nights. And, I remember the crappy tipper who I just couldn’t please! I got over it and moved on. (This you do in the kitchen, cloak room or bathroom. This you do not get over by smiling to my face and rolling your eyes as you leave my table. This you do not do. Why? Because I see you. Yes. I. Do!)

All I’m saying is this: treat me right, and I’ll treat you right.

Yesterday I worked all day – it was Saturday.

When I got home I was exhausted from talking to people on the phone all day long. My husband suggested going out for dinner. I didn’t want anything fancy so he suggested CiCi’s Pizza Buffet. We hadn’t tried it so thought, ‘why not?’

The service was excellent! The food matched the price we paid: $5.49 per person, all you care to eat.

While the food was edible it wasn’t anything fancy or even something I’d drive out of my way to get again.

However! The service was amazing!

The servers yelled, “Welcome to CiCi’s"!!” from across the room when we entered the place, and yelled. “Bye now!!”" when people left. I felt like I was leaving home and because of the great hospitality, couldn’t wait to get back again.

So, you ask, why the rant on service?

Well, these folks didn’t serve me.

Not one of them brought me water or served my food.

Not one of them stopped by my table to see if I needed a refill.

It was a buffet where I served myself.

The woman who took our money when we walked in the door politely explained everything, showed us the ropes, smiled and got out of the way. (She must have seen the hunger in our eyes.)

The gentleman walking around cleaning tables was kind and even smiled our way a few times! He was the greeting caller to the folks who entered the place. Nice, deep voice, perfect for the job!

The guys behind the counter kept it clean and refilled the food when it got low.

They all laughed and joked with each other while kind of drawing the customers in too. At one point, we were all giggling and eating pizza and just being together in the moment.

I liked it.

So did my husband.

When leaving, we both agreed, that the food in this place isn’t the draw – it’s gotta be the service.

Itchy. Bitchy. Twitchy.

2009-09-24T07:59:00.001-05:00

Some things in life make my eyes twitch. They are: stress, stress, stress, stress, and oh, did I mention stress?

I have a fairly medium stress job. I work at an on-line college and it is really a great place to work. I enjoy the students I speak with every day (for the most part), and the people on my team (for the most part). This week, however, I feel stressed and the twitch has moved from my eye to the index finger on my left hand. Every once in a while, it twitches of its own accord.

It’s freaky.

It woke me up this morning at 3:20 am.

Can anyone explain the traveling twitch?

Oh, and as for the itchy and bitchy part? I’ve never been the itchy type but bitchy? Well… no comment.

Sunday Afternoon – What’s Cooking?

2009-09-20T15:16:00.001-05:00

This week I received the Penzeys Spice Catalog in the mail. Along with listing about 45 different things in the catalog I’m certain my kitchen cannot live without – it gave me a recipe!

Yep. She’s simmering on the stove right now!

Beefy Mushroom Barley Soup

1 lb lean beef chuck, cut into 1-inch cubes

2 T olive oil

3 medium onions, coarsely chopped

10 oz fresh mushrooms, sliced

3 large carrots, sliced

1/2 cup pearl barley

7 cups beef broth (or 7 cups water plus 2 T beef soup base)

1 cup dry red wine (I used Cabernet)

1-2 tsp salt (to taste)

1/2 tsp ground pepper

2 cup frozen peas

2 tsp fresh lemon juice

Heat the olive oil in a stock pot over medium-high heat. Add the beef and sauté until brown. Transfer to paper towels to drain. Add the onions and mushrooms to the pan drippings and cook until the onions are golden. Return the beef to the pot. Stir in the carrots, barley, broth, wine, 1 tsp salt, and pepper and bring to a boil. Reduce the heat to medium-low. Simmer, partially covered, until the beef and barley are tender, about 45 minutes. Stir in the peas and cook, uncovered , until tender, about 5 minutes. Remove from the heat; stir in the lemon juice, taste and add more salt if desired, and serve.

And where were you today young lady??

2009-09-19T10:07:00.002-05:00

Here's something: open your web browser and write down the last 5 places you visited on your computer!

Here is where I've been just today: Hotmail, Google, Benihana (signed up for the Chef's Table! A friend told me they send you a $30 coupon for the month of your birthday!), the bank, The Pioneer Woman (my favorite blog of ALL time!)

Where have you been today?

Holy Carp!

2009-09-15T17:01:00.001-05:00

Yeah, you read it right, carp!

Some of you know my love for Julia Child. I think that when she died her spirit went into my body! I can’t seem to stay away from butter in my cooking, I’ve been doing odd things with my utensil drawer… and well, I’ve been working on my upper body strength!

Ha! Just kidding on most of that… but I find it terribly interesting that this 6 foot 2 inch woman had the upper body strength of a long shore man! I mean really! How many pounds do you think this fish weighed? I’m currently reading her book My Life in France that Jeff found for me at Half Price Books. (If you have the means, I’d highly recommend it!) And can hear her voice in every word! It makes for slow reading that way which is fine with me. Because remember, I do like to make friends with my books and savor them.

Bon Appétit!

Reporting In...

2009-08-13T08:05:00.002-05:00

A couple'a bits that may or may not look like Twitter entries:

1. The Sangria was to die for! The guests all asked if there was alcohol in the drink! Um, yes, a lot of alcohol so be warned and get up off the floor!
2. The fire roasted salsa was excellent and no one thought it was too spicy! Note: ketchup to some Minnesotans is spicy.
3. Tuesday night I made The Pioneer Woman's basic chocolate chip cookies for a work event the next day. Reports were favorable! The secret ingredient: instant coffee! Who knew? I liked the cookies better the next day too. Sometimes a day to meld flavors is best!

Enjoy your day!

Love,
Tracy

PS - for the record, I don't Twitter nor do I Face Book. Not sure why. Maybe it's because I can't seem to keep up with blogging!

Red Sangria for tonight's garden party!

2009-08-08T12:08:00.003-05:00

Did you hear the thunder last night? Amazing!

Ok, so Jeff asked me this morning if I'd heard it.

I hadn't.

"How's that possible?" he asked.

"Ear plugs!" I answer.

Jeff snores. 'Nuf said.

Today I'm playing in the kitchen again with lots of multitasking, etc. It's noon now and so far here is what I've accomplished today:

1. got up at 6 to take Jeff downtown to volunteer for commencement.

2. delivered the cheesecake I made last night to Joe. Visited for a bit too!

3. marketed for last bits of necessities for tonight's garden party which will more than likely end up being a living room party it is stays rainy like it is.

4. made the following dishes for tonight: fruit dip with fruit prep, cheese ball, sangria, chewies, Mexican roll ups, fire-roasted salsa.

5. visited Trader Joe's for more wine and extras for tonight.

6. returned a pair of pants

7. cleaned the kitchen.

8. blogged.

Tonight I'm serving a red sangria. It's super simple! Here's the recipe:

1 tall glass pitcher with a large belly if possible - gotta be able to see the 'pretty'!

1 bottle red wine - I'm using Cabernet

1 cup orange juice

4 tbs triple sec

slices of lemon, lime and orange

strawberries - split

blue berries - split

pineapple chunks - I'm using fresh everything

4 tbs sugar

mix all above and let sit in fridge for the day before the party - give it a spin occasionally to melt the sugar.

Ready to serve? Add 1 bottle of club soda and serve over ice.

I'll let you know the verdict!

Food Blogs - I'm Addicted

2009-08-05T13:34:00.002-05:00

So, I'm reading the Julie and Julia book about a New York gal working her way through Mastering The Art of French Cooking by cooking all the recipes in one full year. It's a cute read. And I'm thinking to myself... hell, if I had the cash I could do that.

Why do I need the cash? I could just convert all our marketing to French style foods such as mussels and cream. Nah, it's just not me. Plus, I can't really pronounce half the dishes in that cookbook anyway!

I could, however, talk more in my blog about my love of cooking and how I adore reading cookbooks over almost anything else! Yes, 'tis true! And, I do have a small collection of vintage cookbooks at the apartment because I love the old recipes and how they taste. Simply divine!

Last year around this time I donated one of my homemade cheesecakes to the Community United drive here at work. My co-worker and long-time friend Joe bid $29 for said cheesecake. Just today he brought me the receipt asking if it was possible to redeem it for Saturday. I do love a challenge! Friday night, instead of lounging in front of the TV while my husband works at the School's commencement ceremony prep... I'll be mixing and baking my homemade cheesecake!

I frankly couldn't think of anything better I'd rather do!

Traveling to Wisconsin

2009-07-28T07:31:00.002-05:00

This coming weekend Jeff and I will represent his father's family at the annual Griffin family reunion. We will stay with Aunt Delia who cooks every meal from scratch, puts "Rutabeggie!" in her soup and touts the local Amish for repairing her storm damaged shed for thousands of dollars less than the local handy man and his crew would have charged. (About $4k less!)

We are traveling to God's country. Last year on the way in to God's country I spotted a house that looked haunted! I told Jeff to keep his eyes peeled because on the way back to Minnesota I wanted to stop there to take some photos. Going in to God's country it was gloomy and rainy... perfect weather for shooting haunted house photos! On the way home it was sunny and lovely... not the best for haunted house photos. (Note: if we're traveling to God's country does that mean we're living in Satan's country?)

We did spot the house on the way home and I did get out and shot some photos. While taking pictures I noticed a soda can in the window of the house and toys in the yard and a creepy Scooby Doo van in the back yard - someone lives in the haunted house! I thought for sure it was abandoned.

Here is the house. I loaded it into Kodak Gallery.com and gave it some scary smudging. What do you think, Halloween cards?

I know it's not much...

2009-07-23T18:16:00.002-05:00

...my blog, that is.

I know it's not much. But, I fancy myself an eloquent writer who updates her blog at least once a week and writes about wonderfully funny and interesting things in her life.

Yeah.

That's not so much me.

I don't really have many readers... so, really, not much call for entertainment. But I do keep this thing for some reason. I'm not exactly sure what it is.

Initially, I wanted to post and sell my art here. I've done a bit of that. Posting, that is. Selling, not so much.

Can someone give me the proverbial blog in the pants to jump start my desire for this thing called a blog please??

Today's Journal Prompt

2009-07-14T13:29:00.001-05:00

What provocations or temptations tend to cause you to lose self-control? What safeguards can you set against them?

I want to journal...

2009-07-12T09:04:00.004-05:00

I love the idea of journaling every day. I’ve done it before and found it to be very enlightening and powerful for me.

Do I still do it every day? Not so much.

Mostly it’s because I don’t get much un-interrupted time during the day and partly it’s because when I get in front of the blank page I don’t know where to begin. I know. I could ask for the time I want. I could ask husband to leave me be for an hour each day. I know. I could get up an hour early while he’s still sleeping and do it then. But, truth be told, I just don’t do those things and I know I really should.

I really should carve out time in each day that is just for me. I’ve done it before and I loved it! I loved the result!

Well, here is my little idea: I keep thinking that if I had a prompt when I sat down to write I might want to get to the page each day and make it a priority in my life. I honestly do want to make it a priority in my life. So, what if I posted daily (or so) prompts on my blog. That way others could share the journaling too. They could use the prompt for their own journaling, blogging or simply use it as something to keep top of mind for the day.

While my blog was initially meant to be an art blog, I find that sometimes I’m not creating and frankly, don’t really feel like telling the world that I’m not! Also, I start to feel guilty when I go to my blog and see that my last post was nearly a month ago. I want to post more to the blog too.

So, here is what I want to do. I want to post a daily (or so) journaling prompt on the blog. I will then use that prompt to journal myself, on my own. But I would love to hear if you are using the prompt too – in any way that works for you!

So, let’s begin…

Today’s Journaling Prompt: List 3 things you are grateful for. Now explain why.

Pounded Flower Cards

2009-06-07T15:36:00.005-05:00

A few years ago I read an article by Martha Stewart where she introduced the idea of pounding flowers to add color and design to dish cloths. While I never thought the color would last a washing I really loved the idea.

This summer while helping my mom in her gardens I gathered pieces that she planned to toss away - mostly pansies. I brought them home and thought I'd try the pounding technique that Martha introduced but on paper instead of cloth. Here are my results. Not bad!

I also did a bit of Google research and came up with this simple technique: DIY

My results have been made into some nice cards for Amy's Angels!

Welcome to the Family!

2009-05-14T08:49:00.006-05:00

I'd like to introduce you to the latest addition to the Studio family: "The Ladies". Oddly enough, they started at my desk at work. I'd doodled the hair... and then the dancing began!

Happy Mother's Day Mom!

2009-05-10T06:21:00.002-05:00

Completely Recycled Art!

2009-03-15T08:13:00.002-05:00

Who knew that melted crayons and old jeans could produce this little bit of cuteness?

Better...

2009-03-14T07:48:00.001-05:00

The face lift is looking a bit better but not just right. I'll consider it a WIP (work in progress) for now.

Thanks to Kelley for suggesting a few backgrounds that look like me.

How's the holding down of the couch going?

Not quite lovin' it!

2009-03-12T08:12:00.000-05:00

I need a blog face lift and I'm not quite digging it thus far...

Introducing - People

2009-03-05T07:09:00.006-06:00

I've been producing these little people for a while now and will be placing them in my Etsy store soon. They are original pen and ink drawings by me and are matted in a white mat with a black core. Each 8x10 mat is ready to frame and signed. Here you see just a few of what will be posted in the shop.

Like what you see and want one just for you? Let me know and I'll gladly accept your personal request. Custom or already produced, each piece is $20 shipping not included.

How lucky I am to have so much to lose.

2009-02-14T08:13:00.004-06:00

I saw this caption on the Internet this morning when I went looking around, "how lucky I am to have so much to lose."

Doesn't' that just say it all?

To all of us?

I am so blessed to have a husband who loves me no matter what, parents who would do anything for me at any time... a home, a job, a family, a God, friends, and the list goes on... and on.

I wish you all a Happy Valentine's day! Take a few minutes today to think about how lucky you are to have so much to lose.

Love! Love! Love!
Tracy

Today, I find myself right here...

2009-02-12T17:51:00.000-06:00

One of the wonderful qualities possessed by babies and young children is that they are unaware that a cycle of life even exists. They simply are present to wherever they happen to be right now, and they don’t give much thought to the past or future. Being around them reminds us of the joy that comes from living fully in the moment. On the opposite end of life’s cycle are our elderly role models. They are a reminder that each phase of life should be treasured. Time does pass, and we all change and grow older.

2009-02-10T17:35:00.000-06:00

Aloha... OY!

2009-01-23T18:27:00.002-06:00

Another air plane took me to California! This time it wasn't a business trip that called me to the sunny state, but my in-law's 50th wedding anniversary.

The in-laws live in Imperial Beach, CA. It is the southern-most city on the West Coast of the U.S. It is about 15 minutes from the border of Mexico. This is where my husband lived when we met 6 years ago. (Yep! I proudly say to anyone who asks, It was for me! After all, who would move from the beautiful San Diego area to live in Minnesota??)

Mom In-Law grew up in Hawaii. She is of Japanese descent and she married a GI from the smelly state of Wisconsin. (hee hee, sorry poppa) Mom In-Law has strong Hawaiian ties so they had lovely Hawaiian dancers at the party, as well as some traditional Hawaiian foods such as Kahlua Pig, Mahi Mahi and a chicken dish I honestly couldn't identify... but was good!

We talked, danced, ate and laughed our way through the evening... and in great Catholic tradition, got up early for mass the next day.

I worked a lot, but hey... it was a beautiful party!

Jeff was unable to attend because our company is conducting a HUGE move to a new building and he was under a moratorium of vacation days. I missed him greatly... more than I can say.

Interview with an Artist

2009-01-14T09:38:00.003-06:00

Jason from "The Jason Show!"

Jason is interviewing me!

My ego has been well stroked for the day! Thanks Jason!

First off, I would just like it on the record that I have a lot of questions about the questions. Many many 'what if's' come to mind (especially about the first question!) Jeez, Jason, thanks a little!

Questions:
1. How much money would it take for you go to a crowded restaurant at lunchtime, stand on a table and take off all of your clothes? 50 million dollars so I could leave said restaurant and the town it's located in and never have to see another human soul from said restaurant again! I would use the money to start a new life and rebuild my dignity.

2. If human life on earth were about to end and you had to choose two people to re-populate the earth for a fresh start at humanity, who would you choose? (Besides Brad and Angelina) Hmm… this one is really hard! I surely wouldn't want the responsibility of this on my shoulders… but, me and hubby would make awfully cutie kids! Cute, but world leaders? Not so sure.

3. This is a multiple choice question. You must choose one of the provide answers. Like it. Or not.When you're driving down the highway and someone catches you catching them picking their nose, what do you do?A.) Point and laugh.B.) Pick your nose too so they don't feel so awkward.C.) Start honking to get other drivers' attention so they can watch the nose picking display themselves.

A. I wouldn't be able to resist! I usually just turn my head and giggle…

4. What are the contents of your purse at this moment? I don't carry one. But I do have a work bag and in it are contents similar to a purse: wallet, family calendar, bills, winter hat, extra scarf, mittens, cell phone, jump drive, the book I'm currently reading, mints, gum, small bottle of water, aspirin, pens, chap stick, tissues, bus schedule, cell phone book of directions, cough drops.

5. What is your strangest habit? Buying things in threes. When I go to the store, I get three of things for the pantry: 3 bags of rice, 3 cans of stock, 3 lbs of hamburger. It's odd and I don't know where I got it!

Gobstopped!

2009-01-09T09:11:00.002-06:00

Yes, Gobstopped!

Never heard of it? Hmm...

I once had a friend from England who used this term when he was at a loss for words. Kind of like, "I'm flabbergasted!" or "What? No way!" or "Shut. Your. Mouth!" (woot, woot, Kelley!)

Kelley over at her blog, "Yeah sure youbetcha!" http://osmundson.blogspot.com/ has awarded me my very first blog award! Thanks Kelley!

Not too bad for a blog that's got only 6 followers and under 200 views!

Ain't she sweet?

Well, Kelley too, but I was talking about the cutie pa-tootie award below.
I would like to thank the academy... oh, wait, Kelley is just a normal girl.

Thank you Kelley!

I would like to take this opportunity to award the following bloggers that I really love:

Jennifer and Sandi over at Minnesota VS Texas: http://mntxconnection.blogspot.com/
Blicky over at Blicky Kitty: http://blickykitty.blogspot.com/
Givinya over at Killing a Fly with a Ukulele: http://friendlyblackandwhitedog.blogspot.com/
Jason over at The Jason Show: http://jason-thejasonshow.blogspot.com/

Live to blog another day!

Christmas in California!

2008-12-27T07:39:00.003-06:00

Well, sort of...

Jeff and I spent Christmas in Minnesota where we had great meals with my parents and enjoyed gift exchanging and naps! Yup, naps!

Yesterday, the morning after Christmas, I found myself on the way to the airport at 5am to catch a flight to Los Angeles for work. Today I present to students for an hour about their programs and the wonderful things about why they too had to travel to California the day after the holidays.

It'll be fine. I will go home again at the butt-crack of dawn on Monday morning and enjoy Christmas with Jeff and Garrett. Oh, did I mention that our son arrived in Minnesota last night?

Here is a break down of my yesterday:

Butt Crack of dawn in cold Minnesota: Jeff drives me to the airport and drops me off into the post-holiday crowd of travelers. I stand in line to check in then stand in line again for the security check - it took a little over an hour. Jeff goes to the after holiday sale at Wal*Mart and finds nothing of interest.

Midway through my flight the guy next to me is biting his nails so hard he has to turn on the light for the flight attendant to bring him a band aid. Yuk. I had ear plugs in and thought I heard him say "landing". Hmm... odd, I thought, that was fast.

Necessary Ear Plug Note of Interest: while wearing them on a flight they keep out all the noise except what you really need to hear - the pilot pointing out the lovely view of the Las Vegas strip to the right, oh, and, "we'll be landing in about 50 minutes." I thought they worked great! I couldn't hear the puppies in the seat ahead of me whining or the baby behind me crying. BUT, I heard everything the pilot had so say with perfect clarity - nice.

I totally dig the Super Shuttle. If you've never used the service, I highly recommend it. The Super Shuttle took me to my hotel where I checked in with ease. Got to my room and it overlooks the outdoor pool... nice, but it's only 50 degrees here so I don't expect to see many people swimming. That's fine, I'm not really here for that anyway. The other view from my room is Disney Land! Well, the top of one fake mountain thingy and a strange purple glow off to the left. Behind that there are real mountains... lovely if you use your hand to block out the strange purple glow off to the left.

I am starving so I go on the search for food in the hotel - it's a Hilton they should have something quick, right? Wrong. I went to the gift shop where they have bowls of dry cereal but sell no milk. They have plenty of snack foods but nothing you could make a meal out of. I spent $6 on two bottles of water and went back to my room. After a while I cave in and order room service - by now I'm getting a major headache from not eating. I order a chicken quesadilla and a glass of water. I know! Woo! The very nice gentleman brings a cloth covered rolling table to my room - just like you used to see on movies! He makes me review what I ordered, yes, that's what I ordered, and then makes me sign the check. My lunch cost me 20 freaking dollars!! I ate slow to relish the food - it was good but not $20 good. There was a small rose in a vase on the table my lunch came on. It was coral - my favorite color of rose - maybe that's what cost $20... knowing my favorite color rose. Yeah, I bet that's it.

After lunch I feel sick. I take a nap. I decline lunch with a colleague who just got to the hotel and decline dinner as well. I rest, watch "what not to wear" and go to bed early.

This morning I have slept well - thanks to my ear plugs (note to self: don't leave home without these EVER again) and it's 2 hours earlier here than in Minnesota. I'm ready for breakfast but you can bet I won't be having cereal without milk OR a $20 ANYTHING from room service!

2008-12-21T06:47:00.003-06:00

What do you believe in? I believe in the sun, even when it isn't shining. And, I believe God sends me rabbits as a reminder to live consciously.

This morning, I also believe there are rabbits in my yard who are happier because I feed them apples when it snows.

Over the past few days we've received about 5 inches of new snow. It really is lovely. I don't mind it because I like the ugly to be covered by the pretty white stuff.

But, along with covering the 'ugly' the snow also covers naturally occurring food for my favorite wildlife - the rabbit. They really have to dig to find something nourishing to eat. Well, all the wildlife have to do this...

We live in an apartment complex, on the inner-most side of the building. The building is shaped like a horseshoe with a courtyard and swimming pool in the middle. We are on the first floor and can walk out our patio to the pool. We love it. And, so do the bunnies! It's a nice enclosure where they can romp and live.

There are about 6 or 7 rabbits who live in our courtyard. They come around all year long and I really love it. I believe that a rabbit is what some would call a 'power animal' for me. When I see a rabbit, I stop to breathe, think, and remember the basics of life - what am I thankful for? Where did I come from and where am I going? What's the rush? Live now...

I call them my "good faith" animal. I don't believe in 'luck'. I believe things happen for a reason. We may never know what that reason is... and, well, we have to be okay with that.

So, today, I celebrate the rabbits who come to my patio looking for an apple. They nose it around in the snow and munch to their little heart's content. You won't see rabbits playing much, but it sure is sweet when they nose my apples around in the snow... reminding me to breathe, live and love.

This post reminds me of the story of the Velveteen Rabbit. As an adult, I fully relate to the questioning of the rabbit... and, my mom is my skin horse.

Look up the story and read it. Take your time to absorb it... it's worth it.

What the?

2008-12-20T07:48:00.005-06:00

Why so f'ing happy Mr. Waiter? Oh! Is it because that glass of wine you're holding is going to cost me $10?

Or, is it because I will also have to tip you for bringing it the 23 feet from the bar to my table?

Or, maybe it's because you have nice job security here at this down town basement restaurant while I drink two of your severely overpriced glasses of wine while I talk with a dear friend about how she may lose her job in this dreadfully sucky economy?

Last night we met friends at Hell's Kitchen for dinner before watching the Hollidazzle parade.

I knew it would be overpriced but jeez... I received what my grandfather would call "two fingers" of the house Cabernet in what looked like a very large glass for freaking $10 a pop! Apparently is not good fashion to give even an extra sip to someone. Jeez, how rude!

My loving husband had the walleye dinner and he reported it was only "so-so".

We came home and had hot dogs. It made me happy. And, it probably cost me .38 cents.

Mom + Tracy = Friends

2008-12-12T07:36:00.002-06:00

This is my mom. Isn't she just the cutest?

You might notice the handle of a wheelchair glistening in the sunshine... she hates that part of this photo.

This photo was taken on the day we brought her home from a long summer of convalescing at a nursing home. She was there to recuperate after having a knee replaced that eventually became infected. She had an amazing doctor who didn't stop trying things to get that infection out of her body. This doctor saved her leg - literally.

Today I'm picking mom up and we're going to lunch and then doing a little Christmas shopping together. She's so excited she's already called twice. :)

I am thankful that we don't need to use that old wheelchair today - or any other day - as she's walking again just fine. Though, I do plan to hang on to her little body while we trudge through the snow today, in search of the perfect gifts for the men in our lives.

Have a wonderful day my friends. And, if you can, hug your mom. Love her like there's no tomorrow for it's promised to no one.

I'm not even Catholic!

2008-12-11T06:56:00.006-06:00

"Tis the season to be giving... and it's a hard season to do so.

I know, I know... the economy, gas prices, and being a foodie doesn't help. I like good, fresh food and that's not cheap either!

This year I've re-focused priorities and am working with some friends who donate to a certain charity. It's Cards by Amy's angels. You've seen them featured here before... oh, and simply click on the button to the right for more information.

So, I ask you, why do I feel so damn guilty when I walk past 4 red kettles when I walk to and from work each day?

Yes, 4.

There they are, the bell ringers all bundled up (15 degrees this morning in Minnesota) and shaking that little bell, peering out from under giant stocking caps and scarves wrapped around their heads with those little puppy-dog eyes saying "Good Morning!"

And, there I am, walking by, trying not to feel guilty for not giving something each time I rush by... but I do.

I can't help it.

I'm not even catholic... I don't have the guilt gene!

Just for the record - and if anyone in the Universe is listening... I'd make a really really good millionaire!

The Result

2008-12-07T18:12:00.001-06:00

Keep It Simple Sweetie!

2008-12-07T08:13:00.003-06:00

Good Morning Friends!

Nothing much is happening in my art world lately. It is that time of year that brings me 'round to home with holiday baking and making our Christmas cards. This year is all about simplifying... so a very simple card with a very simple greeting upon it will suffice.

Now, how not to stress about the card being too simple?

Nah. I'll save my energy for making candies so delectable that Rachel Ray and Oprah will be pounding on my door for the recipes! Together. Now, wouldn't that be a sight? Hee Hee!

My love to you all!

Thankful

2008-11-30T07:01:00.007-06:00

The things I'm thankful for do not change from year to year. The list just gets bigger.

You know, sometimes your host might go around the dinner table and have everyone tell what they are thankful for. While this is a sweet exercise in not forgetting what the day should be all about - it's uncomfortable for me.

It's kind of like winning an Academy award and realizing on your way up the steps to accept the statue from Ashton Kutcher and Chloris Leachman, that you've forgotten someone on your list. Embarrassing, yes, but mostly, I just don't want to leave out some of the most important people - or things, I am thankful for.

So, today, my tiny little family is on the top of my list. Well, the top of my list I will share on the blog.

Apparently blog spot does eventually have a limit to how large a post can be.

I am thankful for the man who married me. He moved from a life in California to marry me and to make a new life in Minnesota. I love him like I never thought I could love another human being. I am thankful that he loves my dear parents and they love him right back.

I am thankful for the son he brought to my life. I won't have children of my own - Garrett is my only son. I proudly call him my son and try never to refer to him as my stepson. I love this child.

I am thankful for the people who prayed and prayed for another child. After having a child between my sister and I that passed away after 5 short hours of life, my parents were afraid to try again. My mother prayed to God to give her another daughter - and she had me soon after. Thank you mom and dad for wanting another child in your life.

For wanting me.

Happy Birthday Kelley!

2008-11-29T06:27:00.002-06:00

Call it what you want...

2008-11-25T19:34:00.003-06:00

The other day I was making a pot of coffee in the office kitchen and someone told me I was "building office karma".

I'm not exactly sure about building karma but I do believe in simple good works. Heck, if the pot is empty, why not make another pot? Jeez! I mean, when I come to the pot and it's empty I get a smidge miffed... why not make some one's day - even if it's just a cup of coffee. It took me what, 4 minutes to make a new pot?

Not that tough.

Here is something you'll really like: simple good works, for people who have cancer.

And it's totally free.

Yes, I said free.

Cards by Amy's Angels is a group of women who simply want to do something good in this universe. One small token of love and generosity - to make some one's day.

That's it. Super simple.

Check out the site and PLEASE - spread the word!

Feel free to send this to everyone and anyone you know! Seriously!

This is just about the coolest thing I've ever found!

So, call it what you want... I like to call it love.

"Hello. You look like someone I'd like to know better."

2008-11-22T06:33:00.003-06:00

In March of 2009, I will have worked at my current job for 5 years. For that entire 5 years I have worked with Joe.

I remember Joe being in the room when I interviewed for the position. He is handsome, intelligent and very well-spoken. I was certain that he and I would never get along if I were to become part of his team.

Joe and I are best work friends.

I know! It just sort of evolved over time. We sat near each other and found we had a few things in common:

A bit of a dry humor
The love of homemaking and cooking great foods
A love/hate opinion of Martha Stewart
A love of animals - his dog, Clara - our cat, Virgil
80's dance music - 'wanna be startin' somethin'
Limited tolerance of others' utter stupidity - yeah, you know who you are!

Joe is gay. He's been out for a number of years and he's very comfortable with himself. I'm very comfortable with him too. He's a great friend and really, the perfect work husband.

He might hate that I called him that. But it's true. We watch each other's back and take care of each other while genuinely enjoying each other's company. I love Joe. He is a wonderful person.

My real husband has recently joined our company but works in a completely different part of the company. He loves Joe too. Jeff is always laughing at his quirky way of saying things and how he loves to tell you about his evening out the night before at 3 for 1's.

Yes, three drinks for the price of one. I need to get there sometime to see what that's all about.

Anyway... Joe is currently single and enjoys the dating scene here in the downtown metro area.

The other day he came in to work and told me a story...
"So, there I was, minding my own catholic business and a lovely young man makes his way across the bar to me. Once he finally arrived in my personal space, his opening line was this, 'hello, you look like someone I'd like to know better. My name is Sam.' and he stuck his hand out to shake mine. I mean, really, isn't that the most fabulous opening line you've ever heard?"

I had to admit, that yes, yes it was the most fabulous opening line I've ever heard. HA! It was great! And, knowing Joe, he would appreciate such a genuine approach.

They chatted a bit and laughed at little nonsensical things. Then suddenly Sam says, "I'm going back to my friends now." And he does. He simply turns and walks away.

What the?

Joe is completely caught off guard. Huh?? Didn't you just make your way all the way over here to meet me?

Then it begins to sink in... perhaps Sam's first impression of Joe's Anderson Cooper-ish look doesn't really belong to "someone you'd like to know better."

Jeez! What a freakin' let down. And the whole relationship lasted, what... 15 minutes tops?

Poor Joe. I mean, really... what an emotional roller coaster all within that 15-minute window.

Joe deserves a man who can sweep him off his feet romantically, give him a run for his money in the wit department and challenge him intellectually! I know he'll find him one day... when he least expects it.

More than likely it will happen while minding his own catholic business.

I'm not in the mood.

2008-11-20T07:45:00.003-06:00

As a wife, I feel like I should always be in the mood.

You know, in the mood to cook, in the mood to clean, in the mood to organize the canned goods and make sure all the labels face front.

I'm just not in the mood! I don't feel much like cleaning up after myself or doing the laundry. I don't even want to make breakfast right now.

What do I feel like doing? What am I in the mood for?

Simply nothing.

I'm a Smidge Miffed!

2008-11-13T08:21:00.002-06:00

OK.

So. Today is my late day which means I don't have to get in to work until 10:30 and hubby went in to work early today. Yay! I planned to spend time reading toward the end of Twilight.

I'm reading along, sipping my coffee, letting Virgil lounge at my feet. (Virgil is our cat) And, lo and behold, I'm completely tricked!

The story itself ends with about 40 or 50 more pages left to the book!

What?? What the?? Huh???

Grrr... I realize that the first chapter of the author's next book is also in the first book. A "promo" if you will.

Well, that make me angry! I mean, I get to know my books. I make friends with them! When I find a story I really like, I savor each page and read slowly to make it last longer! And, now, this??

I was so happy that I had a good lot of book left and that I was at least a day or so away from the last page... but no, I'm tricked and the story ends way sooner than I expected!!

Now, I have to admit that I usually check for this sort of tom foolery before I begin reading and have even been known to place a bookmark at the beginning of the "new" book so I know what's coming... but not this time. I was too anxious to begin reading that I didn't even think of the possibility!

So there.

I've blogged it out. (Thanks Meaghan for that verbiage - I like it and yes, it does make one feel better.)

Lesson learned: check ahead for trickery in a good book!

The Show = Success!

2008-11-06T07:42:00.003-06:00

November 1st proved to be a beautiful day all around!

The space for the show was simply amazing! (Thank you Max!) We had music, wine, excellent company and great art!

My good friend and author Rebecca Rehfeld was my guest at this Fall's show. She was able to share her story with others by sharing her book, "Ariana Sings". If you haven't had a chance to take a look, go to amazon.com to take a peek. This is an amazing story that really shouldn't be kept silent. If you'd like to purchase an autographed copy, let me know and I will get it to you!

I would like to thank all of my guests for taking time out of a beautiful Fall day to spend it with us! I appreciate you all so much!